I sent her an email asking if she had set up a meeting with mediator and she said no -that is good. Shae said she would prefer to go the lawyer route -that is bad. I was really hoping that this 30 days apart would have her missing me but it doesn't seem to have done much in that regard. We haven't gone 2 days without talking in 20 years now it's been 20 days and nothing. God I miss her and my old life.
M: 48 W: 45 Married: 16 years D1-14, D2-11, D3-9 BD: May 29 She moved out 2 weeks later with kids Awaiting mediation
