Rai,I feel the same about living with W still. Legally M but haven't felt like it in forever. At this point I miss the intimacy a lot also, more than W maybe. I do still love her but I don't obsess or think about her much anymore. Work is helping tons with that but I can see now with kids and work how I'll likely not find anyone else for a long time. Not that I'm focusing on it too much,being alone for a while could be good for me also.
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
