Hey MrBond, well we sat down small chatted then she just came out and started telling me about how she feels, she said made the right decision to leave as everything is going great.
She mentioned I have changed a lot too much that she sees she wouldn't be with me because now Im too good when before I was too bad but Im not in the middle. WTF!!!
She doesn't want counseling or any of that as her mind is set. She cant let go of the verbally abusive negative past.
She says she loves me but isn't in love with me, says there is no romantic feelings and such.
I listened, validated, agreed, disagreed without argument, smiled, I smelled and looked good for the meet.
When we left, she hugged me, I cried, she cried, she hugged me, complimented me on smelling good. I left, got home, she called, we talked, cried, joked, said goodnight.
I guess everything went good, I didn't let her get to me nor did I get to her.
Keep moving forward with MY LIFE without expectations from her.
Slept great, but woke up sad this morning, opened up old wounds I guess. I know today will be a great day!
