ok guys, I haven't called and do not have any intentions of calling, but i have to be honest. I really want to. The stupid thing is that i know what would result from it. NOTHING. if anything i would feel worse and she would continue to hold this power over me.
I know im preaching to the choir but it very hard not to make decisions based on emotion right now.
tk - It's ok to want to do something. I want to walk out of my job and get on a flight to Paris. But that doesnt mean Im going to do it.
Take pride in knowing that you arent doing it, not shame that you want to.
