ok guys, I haven't called and do not have any intentions of calling, but i have to be honest. I really want to. The stupid thing is that i know what would result from it. NOTHING. if anything i would feel worse and she would continue to hold this power over me.

I know im preaching to the choir but it very hard not to make decisions based on emotion right now.

M:39
W:40
S:10
S:7
D:12
BD:3/5/15
Separate BR:3/5/15
W moved out with kids 1/3/16