have I been making mistakes too long part3

[tkdmme]

Im really feeling the need to call her today. She was acting weird last night and I want to know why. Im sure im trying to mind read. Either that or something has happened that she doesn't want me to know. Why am i a still focused on her so much? I try not to let her actions make me feel bad but they do and I don't know how to change that.

She hasn't said more than a few words to me all week. When she does talk its all about money or the kids. She heard that I am going back to playing piano at night. I wonder if that is bothering her. How can she do this to the family and have feel guilty? I really don't get it.