So, I woke up sick as ever and went to the doctor. I have lost 22 pounds since I was there in June. I know the way that I have lost it is not healthy but hey it's 22 pounds.
I am still walking and sticking to nothing but water. I feel so much better about myself. I don't get so tired or hurt like I use to. I have a little more energy now.
I also went to see my therapist today. We had a good talk. I told her what set me back so we decided i needed to set some emotional boundaries for myself.
Also, I've been doing good with the no contact. Its really coming easier with time. I don't want to text him as bad. I really wanted to text him today and tell him about my weight loss but I kept myself from doing it. Sometimes, I have things like that i want to tell him.
I started back to college today. I am taking 4 online classes. I am excited and scared lol. But at least I will be focusing on those classes to make A's and that will help keep my focus off of things I don't need to focus on. Plus I need to keep up my grades so I can get accepted in the nursing program next fall.
My sleeping seems to be getting better as well as me crying. I only had the one set back and that was when I seen him Monday.
I am having problems with my daughter. Well, not really a problem but she stays right under me. If I go into another room, she goes. I just want to take all her pain away and her fears.
Well, I am going to go to bed. Hope everyone is having a great night!
