Actually you're doing great. Posting is very therapeutic, so please do it when you can. You're regaining your strength which is great. Hold onto that.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER