Only you can decide on how much you can take. I was in it or at least 3 years before there was ANY positive sign from my W. And it was a very slow progression from there.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER