Let's dream a little. That nuclear bomb Pink has SO aptly described - fall out is cleared soon, new trees are growing and you have found more happiness after 'walking through that door' than you could have imagined.
You've handled this chapter of your life with so much grace.
But promise to let that heaviness out when you need, bawl your eyes out, it releases emotions to heal.
Mid 30's Psych-abusive M with violent tantrums from XH D 9/15; NC forever on