I've been on here nearly a year and it's almost like I have to re-learn every day. What's wrong with me?

Yeah, at times I had actually thought I would prefer a PA because then it would be very clear choice. I can't get seem to get a good idea about how intense this really is for her. I guess I still don't get it. But the fact that she has managed to keep this guy on for 10 months, with no significant contact, should tell me.

Sandi, that's one reason I backed off on posting on new threads...I knew I wasn't following my own advice very well.

Ex Rzrback
Me 43 Her 44
D11, D15
T21, M19
BD 9/9/2014
Piecing

Sometimes if you want to see a change for the better, you have to take things into your own hands - Clint Eastwood