Need advice for a WW who left Part 3

[dwh15]

Still having a hard time with missing WW. Don't really feel depressed as much, but having a lot of regrets about my contributions to the breakdown of our M. I really had to restrain myself from sending her a TM this morning just to check in. I am doing a lot better when out and busy, and starting to actually enjoy life in those moments again. But I can't help but feel sad that WW is not getting a chance to enjoy the activities that we should have both been doing all along. I still hope that some day I get a chance to show her what it could, and should, be like in a healthy M.