My anniversary is next week. I need to find my "non-mushy, non-love filled" anniversary card, and maybe a gift. I will give H the card, not sure about a gift just yet.
At the start of this year, when I put in vacation time from work, I requested my anniversary and the day after, I was being hopefull that this year,,,just maybe...well now I will cancel those days, use them somewhere else, kinda sad about it, BUT this will be the 2nd anniversay since BD, so I'm able to move thru the emotions quickly and focus elsewhere on the positives in my life!
My H is still in the oven cooking, peaking out every now and then, reaching our every now and then to see if I'm still there standing outside the stove,,,checking every now and then to see if H is done.
H latest worry is now about his job, every day someone is being fired and now H is worried that he might be next. Also orried that the days he took off being sick is going to affect him...
I also think that since he is worried about his job, this may be why he has been extra attentive to me and what I'm doing, doing extra work around the house, being extra agreeable,,,he knows if he loses his job he will need me even more,,,just wondering if this is where all this "extra" is coming from?
Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015) H 51 (ring off 7/2013) M 2007 T 1996 S 14 July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW
