Difrent's Detachment - Attempts at It, Anyway

[DifRent]

So many things I don't know about how this forum works. Thanks, Zues. I have a couple of long days at work, but I will read up on your threads for sure when I have the time. Thanks for the links.

I know I analyze things too much. It's not just her, though. It's EVERYTHING in my life. Always has been. Just how I am. Giving her to God is what I'm trying to do, but I can't help wondering how all that's going, especially when she comes home and spews all this stuff that sends me back into analytical thinking...

I find myself both dreading and welcoming this move into a new place. I know leaving here is what's best all around. It's hard to let go of what we had, but that's really all this house represents anymore - what we had, and what is no more. In a new place, I'll have a fresh perspective. Maybe it will be easier. I don't know. But I do know she won't just pop in unannounced and say things like what she said today.

So detachment? It has to be easier there. That's what I'm banking on.