We were intimate again in which I learned he has been having some ED issues and he is very embarrassed/frustrated about. We haven't discussed it since that day (briefly) but this is going to be a tough one to navigate. I know I have to NOT make it about me, in my mind that is difficult because he has told me, in the recent past, that he isn't attracted to me anymore. And I know I need to validate his feelings and not try to fix it... (I've done a little online research and there are several things he could do that may help...stop smoking, cut back drinking, eat better for starters)...but I will STFU! Right?
I've been working a few days but when I'm not I make sure that I'm being productive and getting something done around the house or in the yard. Today I power washed the lanai!
H, D13 and I went on the boat on Saturday, we met SIL & BIL and some other friends. Always nice on the water!
Sunday I met a friend for dinner and drinks and tonight I met my running friend and we walked and got caught up.
I'm trying to stay balanced and make sure I keep living my life. We haven't had any conversations regarding our R but it seems mostly positive at the moment. I just need to not rush things and keep working on me.
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since
