Hopeless in NYC

[eclipse]

Well, W finally confessed to having an affair. I'll detail the specifics of how we got to this later, but that's not the important thing right now. There is something very wrong with her. She's talking about trying to fix the relationship, but it's very mechanical the way she talks about it. Her mood varies a lot, but only between neutral and depressed. She says she understands why I acted the way I did, but then switches to blaming me once again. She alternates between how I've done a great job turning things around and taking credit for all the positive changes (it's all thanks to her leaving). There's a lot of swaying back and forth, and from what I've read in the affair boards it kinda sounds like she's still at it. But I don't think that's what's going on here. My entire life I've always had very weak intuition and was poor at reading people, but I have this deep, sickening negative feeling from talking with my W right now and I know in my gut something is horribly wrong...much worse than just an affair.