Solo15, I am so sorry to read this. I am teary right now. I know this pain. It happened to me 7 years ago. How I mismanaged it then is why I am here right now.
Listen to me please, you are in emotional shock right now. Don't make any relationship decisions right now. Take some time for yourself to get yourself stable, not fixed just stable. You do not have to act quickly, take some time and reflect on your life. What do you want, not how to get there, that's for later.
I have so much to share with you, what I did right and what I did wrong. Now is not the time. Please take care of yourself, drink plenty of water and eat when you can.
We are here for you, we are your support group. Let us help you.
