Thank you for your continued support Wonka, it means a lot even without your literary guidance. I'm still pondering how writing emails that said nothing that I "wanted" to say have improved my position with my W. That and how I make the kinds of changes within myself that are real and long lasting.
The TED talk should be clarified, it's a TEDX event, not the big TED talks. I'm not there yet, but it's on the bucket list.
I think the hardest part of this week so far has been having a little bit of hope return to me. Seeing my W and hearing how well she's doing, and how complementary our experiences are only makes me want to be with her more.
I hope that it does the same for her, even if she's not yet showing me that. I really do hope that seeds were planted, that even though I upset her, she's knows that I know it and made the correction the next day.
Am going to have a call soon with my DB coach and will put together a further game plan.
Thanks again.
Big hug,
PP
M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17