have I been making mistakes too long part3

[Huddy]

I like to think my nightmares (trust me, they aren't dreams) are my brains way of dealing with the hurt/needyness during the night, so that I can be stronger through the day. Yeah, I've dreamed of murdering W, because she wanted to run away with the kids and I woke up with my heart jumping out of my chest and yelling at the top of my voice. I must have dropped a stone that night with sweat. My sleep got better after a couple of months, so I manage a good 7/8 hours now.

Share your fears with us. We'll help. Your W won't.