Woke up thinking about my W this morning, more so than I have lately. Her visit has stirred up so many feelings in me. I can resonate with those of us on the board that still have a good "relationship" of sorts with our spouses. It was definitely easier for me to detach when I was angry about not getting to see my dog and making her out to be evil. This morning I just missed my friend.
Instead of wallowing in it, I turned off all electronics, meditated (thanks As), journaled on the power of sexuality in creativity (I've got boatloads of one since there's been no coffee as of late), and then got to work on some projects. Feels good to be making things happen as opposed to wallowing.
Made my pitch to a speaking coach for the TED talk and she asked me to go deeper with it. That's the plan for the day, to live as if my life were as I want it to be in six months, to take the same actions as I would then.
Peace to everyone on the board today.
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M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17
