Need advice for a WW who left Part 3

[dwh15]

Feeling a little down again today, but not too bad. Been staying busy around the house. Decided one of my goals was going to be get my house in tip top shape. I've had months to do it, but just didn't have the motivation. So already spent 2 hours cleaning kitchen this morning. Gonna start working on each room of the house, one at a time. Start a new job in 2 weeks and my available hours are really going to shrink, so need to focus on it now.

Taking my kids to a minor league baseball game tonight. Should be a lot of fun. None of them have ever been before. I think they even shoot up fireworks at the end of the night. My W and I went last year, so it will probably trigger some memories and be bitter sweet for me, but I want to build positive memories with my boys. WW is supposed to be taking them out on a boat tomor afternoon with a friend of hers, so the kids have a couple of fun days planned.

I'm also seriously committed to getting in the best physical shape of my life. I've been running every other day, plus a lot of physical labor. Gonna start hitting the weights 2-3 times a week as well. It makes me feel good, and I would love to reach a point where I have a 6-pack of abs. I know that's a LOT of work, but would be nice to be in that good of shape for at least once in my life. I suppose it can't hurt with the ladies either.

Still missing WW pretty often, but it's not as crippling as before. I can usually keep working through it and don't get too depressed. I'm sad about the loss of a future between us, and the loss of a whole family for my kids. I don't know what the future holds but I really hope we all turn out happy and at peace.