Like you I found my faith go from where it was to ultra drive .... For me that was the last hidden secret to all this, one that truly allowed me to detach. I gave up my W and my M for lent ... Talking "God not sure what your plan here is , you've brought me this far, and I know you did not bring me all the way out here to drown. Please grant me the wisdom and patience to learn the lessons you want me to learn, and please take care of my W she is all yours"
I've given my faith story 3 times now, for whatever reason I believe God wanted me to touch certain people at certain times... I've been approached about this out of the blue often.
I think it was Jack who posted to me long ago, God doesn't always give us what we want but He always gives us what we need.
Diff I will tell you, had God answered my prayers on my timeline all this would have been for not.... It's becoming clear to me that I needed to learn some lessons.... But so did my W, these things did not happen at the same time for a very good reason.
