Just took girls on vacation. Got back, W had moved her stuff out plus the computer so now I'm trying to work at my parent's.
I'm so tired of this right now. Really.
I am trying to do some work but I have to use my parent's computer and it can't open the file, etc.
All my other stuff was on the computer including lists and ideas, etc. Now I have to see if I can go and email them to myself. I made a full backup before i left so i have that, but i need a faster computer to open it.
Talking to a new lawyer tomorrow, scared about custody issues, the house appraised for more than I thought it would so now that has increased my 'buy out' price to something really high.
no work prospects yet. W still looks happy and amazing.
I sent her a postcard from D6 and D3 while on vacation. I wrote what they wanted me to say.
She picked them up last night after getting upset over the issue of me having had two weekends with them and she now wanting two weekends. When they left I was waving at my girls and smiling.
I am making more eye contact with W, but i don't know if this is something I want to do (for DR) or should do. I saw her tell the girls to wave to me as they drove off and I looked right at W. She looked at me for a second and then looked away. I was smiling and projecting confidence as I waved.
Is that pursuit? is that good or bad? I've seen no changes otherwise and all of the images i post online she 'likes' unless they have a photo of me in them. then it is obvious she avoids 'liking' those.
tired. afraid. can't really think. missing everything. i can't stand this.
M36,W34 T18 years M9 years D3,D6 W "doesn't want to be married anymore"6/14/15 ILYBNILWY6/2015 W moves to parents house 6/30/15 W removes wedding band 7/3/15 My ring back on 8/8/15 Served 8/11/2015.
