Confused and Unsure

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Hello everyone,

Have been busy with work and trying to keep myself occupied.

So here is an update. Had a discussion with the W about the fact that if she is the one that wants out, then she should be the one to leave the home. She began crying saying that the hardest part will be leaving the kids she carried for 9 months in her. I told her I understand that, but as much as I respect her decision and choice, I still don't want this, but if she is certain that this is what she wants, then she should leave. I explained that she travels for work a lot and I am with them a majority of the time. She agreed, and said she could be out in one month.

I won't lie and say that I don't feel some sort of way about this. I always felt that the kids should be with their Mom. This is all so hard. I am surprise she agreed to it so quickly but she did mentioned lawyer when I said that if I do sell the apartment, she will get her percentage.

This conversation took a turn to speaking about the relationship and all that I have done in our past. I validated her feelings but told her that I am just trying to do the best for everyone involved. If being happy for her is being out of the M, then she can move out and be happy.

Again, I don't feel all the great about this.