Solo - I am so sorry you are in such pain today. I wish I could give you some magic words to make it all better. It isn't over until you absolutely say it is over. I know there are others on this board that thought an A was a deal breaker for them and it turned out it wasn't. Maybe they have better insight. Chin up and remember you are not alone here.
Me:33 H:36 T:13 years M:10 years S4 Separated 05/15 H Filed 06/15