Well yesterday was the worst day of my life. Got a second bomb drop. W slept with OM while away in europe. Her and I have known each other since we were 12 years old. We have only been with each other sexually. This hurts more than anything I have ever felt. It's really over. Thank you all for the support and encouragement. She is a wayward wife. Wish sandi could offer me something.
I have to take some time to deal with this pain. Then figure out how to take care of my little girls. I can't go on anymore with DB. We talked about it for an hour. She says that I'm lovely, and that she wants to feel that way for me, but that her heart is never going to open up to me again.
M 16y , T 18y , 3 Kids 7/14 ILYBINILWY 8/14 Takes off rings 5/15 OM, S PA 8/15 10/15 A new hope. Rumbles of Reconciliation. 11/15 I can have what I want. What do I want?
