legally separating

[beckyb]

I am very strong. I know this. I don't understand why I still hold out hope that he will change his mind after they way he has treated me. I must be a little nuts.

I truly hope getting back in my home, doing a little re-decorating and getting some sleep will help me re-focus on me. I was keeping very busy in the beginning but exhaustion has taken over.

I also need to remind myself I'm only a couple of months into this and BD and PA came as a complete shock. I'm probably still in shock.