Hey Rosa, keep posting, I like reading what you wrote.
Py, I'm with you. In my early threads I talked about how for YEARS every time I longed for the 'greener grass' of being single I would lecture myself on why I was to stay M forever. After BD it took a long time for me to say 'hey, I don't need to lecture myself anymore. I didn't abandon my M for this, but now that she BD'd me I'm not going to deny myself the only grass I have left!'
All this talk about green grass is making me want to play some pink floyd...
Me:38 XW:38 T:11 years M:8 years Kids: S14, D11, D7 BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15