Lack of sleep is killing me. Last night I went to sleep without drugs and dreamed I paid someone $1000 to kill H. I woke about about 1:30 and took some Ambien. Feel terrible this morning. Today H is moving to his apartment and tomorrow I am going back home. It's really weighing on me. Plus yesterday he texted me asking me if he had mail. He knows I have not been home for 2 1/2 weeks. And he was at house yesterday so he knows if he has mail. Is he probing to see if I've been home, is he just messing with me, did he just want to talk? I don't get it.. Sine I have gone dark only gave a very brief response.
Me53 H48 M 13 No children together BDMay '15 PA June '15 H moves out,files 8/15 wants "quick divorce" but does nothing Me sending proposal 12/15, court dates upcoming
