Thanking him for planning the birthday dinner was a missed opportunity .. I will keep that in mind for sure if the opportunity arrises again.
Im wondering if he has had a little change of heart where as I mentioned I no longer wanted to make coffee with him. We havent had an opportunity to talk about it yet. Im anxiously curious about his point of view, where he wanted to talk more about it. I am trying not to put too much weight in these recent developments but I sure am encouraged by them. Holding back on my expectations too. Baby steps toward change.
Our 24 wedding anniversary is the end of october. In recent years we have barely remembered it let alone celebrated what it actually stands for. I am hopeful that maybe this year that will be different. Clearly we are separated currently it couldnt help but be different this year haha.. but what im hopeful for is the notion that maybe we will be in a better place by october and that even if he is not at home but we are working toward a better marriage that to me would be worth celebrating.
I will keep you all informed as things develop because I need the valued opinions from my sorority family . Thank you all.
Married 1991 D 32 GD 12 D 30 GD 3 S 29 M 58 S 57 1st bomb 2008 2nd bomb 4/2015 same person New bomb 09/24 I fear those big words which make us so unhappy.
