I am not saying what I gather you think I am. In my OP I am commenting on the "guilt" I feel when contemplating pursuing another woman, now, 7 months after BD.
In that sense I can appreciate my my W was so unbelievably angry. No doubt she felt this same guilt, only a million times worse. That guilt came out as venom, rewriting history etc.
M: 6 T: 12 Kids: 2,4 BD: Jan 2015 S: Feb 2015 EA/PA confirmed: Feb2015/Mar2015