Well I know she does because when we meet there's still a lot of love between us.

Yesterday was the first time I didn't take her up on an opportunity to meet. Mind you, this was her last chance to use the apartment issues as an excuse, and she knows that. Also her last chance of seeing me before I go away for the retreat.

I'm quite curious to see how she handles this once I'm back and she's out of reasons, and I still don't pursue. This probably confuses the hell out of her because I'm usually very pursuing.

In anycase the distance seems to have a calming effect on me and from her I get the impression it stirrs up her anger, and then she calls me to vent.

I wish I could turn back the clock and make it work. I love her so much. But there's no changing the past.

Me: 29, wife: 29
Been together 6 years.
Married June 13 (2years)
Separation: 22/6/15
W stopped wearing wedding ring 30/6/15