Lost - you know me. Engineers brain.. I think I can fix everything by mind reading. I know I need to do it less.
Gb - interesting thought process. You are right and I need to consider all situations to be prepared. And yeah... I am a river rat.
Bob - I'm sorry I haven't been around as much. My chin is up most in the time.
There is a lot I could explain on the past weeks, that I haven't. Mainly bc, I'm not sure if it all matters. I'm improving. Quality of life is improving. My kids, mys of, my startups are the priorities, I need to do more social GALs separate from kayaking. I'm still doing a ton of kayaking.
My life with the X is cordial. Sometimes I make her laugh. Sometimes I don't. What I've come to terms with, is that it may not matter and that I can't pursue her. So I don't.
I know I have to dance. But I'm not sure how to initiate or if I want to. Or if it is my time to dance. So I don't.
Me: 32 W: 29 T:8 M: 6 D4 S2 M - 8/2008 W is not happy - 1/2014 W wants D - 9/2014 W moved out - 11/2014 D filed - 1/23/2015 D'ed - 2/25/2015 Gave X the Letter - 11/10/2015
