Actually C is good, just not MC. Especially if she hasn't asked for any.
Reading through your sitch it seems like you've been changing PHYSICALLY but not MENTALLY or SPIRITUALLY. What things give you the most peace? Do things that will calm you on the inside.
You never actually described your whole marital situation from the past. You casually mentioned that you were sometimes behind on the bills, but then you say that the lights were actually turned off.
Can you give us a fuller picture of what was going on? And how long has it been since you've stopped drinking? How were you when you were drunk?, Etc.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
