This might sound weird but at least knowing one way or the other instead of being in limbo land wondering if he does or doesn't want one is better for me.
Right now my mindset is the D is happening and I need to move on finally. Now if for some reason he has a change of heart then he will have to say so until then I am going with the I am getting a D and it is time to get back out there and see what is going on!!
