have I been making mistakes too long part3

[tkdmme]

That's a great way to put it. I just get hopeless sometimes. I really hope things get better. I pray all day every day for God to heal my broken home. Every one around us is hurting. I just don't know why she would choose to live this way.

I know if given the chance I could be a better more loving husband. I will get that chance but it may not be with my W.