W and I had a long discussion tonight. Told her that I can no longer be in her life so long as OM is in her life. Profusely apologized for my hand in the death of our marriage. I thanked her for all the wonderful memories she's given me.
It hurts. It hurts so bad. Lord give me the strength to get through this.
M: 38 W: 37 T: 20 M: 19 Kids: Stepson?20, S19, S16, D12 BD: 02/19/2015 (She moved out) PA Confirmed: 02/22/2015 (She is now living with OM) Dazed and confused: 09/13/2015