Jelly! I really appreciated your post. It did give me a lot to think about. I have abandoned myself. I have given up on me settled for what I know. I do need to start asking the right questions of myself and digging deep. I am so scared to start. I will share that I did not text him all day today and I did come home thank him for what he told me did (housework) talked about the kids from me and from him racecar. It has been a pleasant evening I hope you read my long post and have some advice to my thinking.
