Storm clouds have passed and I resisted the urge.. Major accomplishment for me. I know I'll be happy with myself and someone else in future... Maybe with her but at this stage it seems like piecing this show back together is going to be rough, knowing how long my w's mind keeps anger and hurt.
For now, try not to worry too much about that. Just focus on taking things hour by hour or day by day. Get yourself back in order. Thats really priority one right now, Ohgosh.
