I think it is a little different for me since H and I have differing work schedules so the time alone and being a single Mom hasn't really changed for me. That feels normal to me. It is the grief of losing my belief in him and my family that brings me despair. I still love him and pray everyday that he has an awakening and we can begin to rebuild what was lost.
Hi. This is similar for me as well. There really is no change in my life. My sons didn't notice he was gone for a week. He actually told me "you have nothing to lose nothing will change for you. It's not like you were getting affection from me". He is upset that he will lose financially. And you couldn't have said it better regarding greaving over losing ones belief in someone. What happened to the person we knew and loved?
Me: 42 H: 43 Twins age 5 Physically Separated 7/2015
