have I been making mistakes too long part3

[tkdmme]

Thanks sandi. You are awesome. I had a pretty good day. I went to chrch with the medal then played 18 holes by myself. Trying to GAL. Golf is something new to me and I really enjoy it. I think my W still hates me but I can't do anything about that. Feeling weird and conflicted. I feel selfish when I do thing to make me feel better. However if I feel better I'm able to carry that over to the kids. Is it possible to be miserable and thankful at the same time? It must be cause although I'm miserable about my M I'm happy at the prospect of finding myself.