Ok - I will be careful about my perceptions about character disorders. So noted.
Just not feeling the higher purpose V - all I feel now is just going through the motions. Like lots of others I focused my life on my family, now they are gone and I have lost my will. I am not floundering as I was 7-8 months ago, now just feel overwhelming loss.
I am grateful for beauty and goodness around me but without my family support - just drifting, feeling aimless. GAL has fallen off sharply not sure if it's because of my lack of focus or lack of GAL causes inertia.
Does that resonate with you or are you past this point in your situation?