Too angry right now

[ohgosh]

Second day of no contact at all.
Yesterday she texted me something short and practical and that's it.

Really hard, first thought when I wake up in the morning is 'wtf'.

How could she give up our partnership, our love.

I know I can survive this perfectly well, but at times I just don't want to.

Feels like living in a bad nightmare. A bizarre game in which we're both pretending to break up.
Well, at least I'm pretending and she seems more real. Feh.

So should I aim to not initiate any contact at all unless necessary? Not meet at all unless necessary? We pretty much ran out of practical reasons to see each other so now everything can be solved by text.