So i've been having a real tough day.. feel like im setting my self back. Brought up his seeing ow .. stated I dont think I can " make coffee " with him any longer if hes continuing that relationship.
He said he didnt want me to do that.
I said I feel its the right thing to do.
He wants to talk more but im afraid he'll be able to change my mind.

Give me advice, give me strength, give me words and hope.
Thank you all.


Married 1991
D 32 GD 12
D 30 GD 3
S 29
M 58
S 57
1st bomb 2008
2nd bomb 4/2015 same person
New bomb 09/24
I fear those big words which make us so unhappy.