Today for some reason while I was driving for the very first time I literally said to myself that I hated my wife. It came out of no where. I am not sure if there is a progressive stage I am going through but I'm not hurting as bad but now I'm like pissed.
The other day she said "oh I thought you were done being a Dad. What they hell is that? Is she freaken nuts? Who stops being a Dad? I am very close and was extremely involved in my boys lives until they moved and hour and 1/2 away.
I am struggling on whether to move closer but that makes getting to work longer and back as well. Iy also compromises my being there on time and appointments. moving closer will not let me spend more time with my kids...since I will be on the road more.
Wife asked about work schedule and mentioned that I need to see the kids more than on the weekend. She freakened move not me!
