have I been making mistakes too long part3

[tkdmme]

Ok I have calmed down and that you all AGAIN for you help. I'm going to go play some golf and relax. I don't know any of you personally but I love you all so much.
Dwh,
Yes I am a christian and I read my bible and pray daily. It does help.
I just spent an hour on the phone with my father. He has cancer and is not doing well. We have always had a strained relationship. He was a baseball player and I'm a piano player. He is old school country boy from TN and never allowed me to show any emotion. However through all of this we have become best friends. I believe that everything happens for a reason and if my BD was to get me closer to my father then it is well woth it.