To clarify, my wife is going out with two girlfriends tonight that are both happily married. One has gone through a divorce, but is remarried and currently pregnant. She will be the designated driver. I do not have any plans to stalk her tonight. I can not control what she does. I am going to go to the motocross track with my son and we are going to spend the afternoon riding. Part of me does not want to be home when my W is home getting ready and then leaving. I am going to keep myself from texting or calling her and let her have the freedom she apparently needs. This is a change for me because I would normally be checking in with her throughout the night. I am not sure how she will interpret that, but I know she will have to notice, right? The plan for me is to give her space and she will have to decide what she is going to do with it. I am going to keep busy with my kids and hope I have the power to not dwell. I hope to go to sleep at the end of the night.
