have i been making mistaked too long. part 2

[tkdmme]

I can't take this anymore

[Cadet]

What I'm I going to do without my family. She said she wasn't trying to be mean but she didn't want a future with me. I tried not to let it effect. But it did.

Why are you selectively believing what she says?

[tkdmme]

I don't know. I've been doing good with DB and I know the rules. For whatever reason I'm loosing hope.

[Cadet]

I don't know. I've been doing good with DB and I know the rules.
For whatever reason I'm loosing hope.

Stop pinning your HOPE on what she is doing!

Thats a sure way for failure.

HOPE is inside YOU, it has nothing to do with her, and you can't believe anything she says anyways.

[tkdmme]

I know. It just hurts so bad when I hear it. Why do you think she would choose to tell me that today.

[tkdmme]

I've been trying to detach and GAL. I went out with some friends last night. The W and kids went to her company picnic. I stayed home. The kids wanted to know why I wasn't going and I told them I had to do yard work. I'm just felling g confused and lost. I want to g I've up but I cant. I'm committed to trying until the very end. She said she was moving out 2 weeks ago and still she is here

[tkdmme]

I can't seem to let go. This is so awful. I can't sit here alone all day I got to get out and do something

[tkdmme]

Every where I look I'm reminded of my failure. She says it's all my fault and I think she may be right.

[tkdmme]

I'm falling back to that desperate place again. I feel terrible and I can't shake it

[Huddy]

Woah buddy! We've all been at this point. Stop. Go out. Do something. Remember, don't believe anything they say and less that 50% of what they do.

Work on you, and you alone. Remember, she has to see differences.