I totally get that. Funny how you take someone for granted seeing them every day for years. Then it's gone, and just the thought of seeing that person is exciting. I've also had the strange dreams. Had one the other night where my W and I were at my mother's house and I noticed her wander off and start talking to a group of strange guys. Next think I know, she's disappeared and I run all over looking for her. Finally woke up, and felt depressed. It's all part of the grieving process.
Me 47 W 42 T 24 yrs M 18 yrs W living with OM BD1: 3/7/2015 (A with OM#1) BD2: 4/11/2015 (A with OM#2, W moves out) WW filed for D, papers received 9/18/2015. Meeting to determine child custody 9/29/2015.