The fix it urge is so strong, almost overpowering.
When I dropped off kids today - W looked weird, like she had been crying or maybe still really angry at me, I don't know, but she definately had a weird look on her face. Even S10 commented that Momma must be tired. Maybe she was just that.
IC today. She advised to hold my head high at the party tomorrow, not my shame, not my monkey's kind of thing. Again, the focus is on S10! The show must go on kind of thing and I agree, with everybody. I have my marching orders and I will carry them out.
I will wear a new dress, picked up some saucy sandals and and new makeup. I will look the part if nothing else.
